for the first time...."The Unsaid" speaks...

This is a excerpt from "The Unsaid" dated "01st August '08'. Whats "The Unsaid"??? Its what I call my diary... There 's so much I wish to tell, but couldn't... just because I don want to tell,, or it could hurt the feelings of the intender,, or they have hurt me, an' its my turn,, or its so senti,, or personal,,, or something fishy... whatever... "The unsaid holds the unsaid"

I started out writing my resignation letter in my diary, but ended up with a letter to my PL. Dunno why, I "Loose control" whenever I write something in it,,, One thing for sure it has become one thoughts garbage, nonetheless I love it... 'coz that the only true reflection of my inner self...

"Verbatim copy"

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01 August '08

Letter of resignation:
This is my first resignation, and its difficult.

Dear K******,

Thank you for giving me the oppertunity for working @ JUNO. I had been in JUNO since one year. And I could always say these were the best days of my life. Everybody would have a dream job, I don remember whether I had one, but now I wish, I had ever had one, then it should have been Juno and the work Jsmtpd.

"I'll always look back as I walk away,..This memory will last for eternity..."~Westlife

Sagarius was in my dreams since college. But then it was a joke. Now I could feel the excitement in me, as the days are few and as a matter of fact, it has already begun.

I would always say what I'm today is because of so many ppl. I have met in the journey of life. If I ever prepare a list of "The most influential ppl. in my life" its no wonder you will be ~~~. I've so many friends, a few of them are old too. The way they made entries in into my life and its subsequent influence on my attitude has made scars, which would last a life time. You are perhaps one of the best.

<one paragraph removed,, 'coz jus like that i don wanna put it here...>

I don't know why I write this letter to you. I always visualize life in different angles, to tell the truth, its all in my mood. If I'm happy I would say "Life is a time pass", bored then "Life is all about a grl friend and I don't have one" when I'm in need of money/see poor people, then I would think life 's all about making money. But amongst this, I've always visualized life as nothing but "relationships", a time pass but a meaningful one-a time pass with ppl. I love to be with.

This letter is just an outcome of one such mood.

I wish to be happy as I'm. But I dunno whats waiting for me out there. I'll definitely miss you all and will seize any opportunity to meet you folks.

Thanks for being my m***** (this word could hurt someone else)
Sowdri

CEO Sagarius (Jus kidding) LOL :)
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PS: I did not give this letter to him,,, This blog was intended to be anonymous but I dunno,,,

So far no one has read my diary,,, I thinking of letting another one to read it,,, but anyways I guess it doesn't matter who,, for you....